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Sunday, June 07, 2009

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GAH GAH GAH I just wasted my first week of hols! >.<

Finally audition for piano compeition is over =). So we end up in the reserve team, which was kind of oh well sad. I rather not get it. Because chances are we are not going to play for the compeition. I mean if, touch wood, someone falls ill or whatsoever, we cannot play in place of them!We are all playing different pieces. So how are we supposed to replace them? But we still have to go back for practices because we are in the reserve team. Total waste of my precious youth! But oh well, Dr Liang said we made vast improvement. Yeah! Sometimes i wonder, if i had worked harder for this compettion during the SYF period and not spent all my energy on strings only, would we be playing better with better techniques and perhaps got into the competition team? This makes me feel really really guilty because i always feel my duet partner is pulled down because of me and everything. hmm~~~

I think i should go on hiatus on something. Lock myself in a room with only piano, a table with all my notes , and a computer with only sybellius(for composing) installed.Oh and not to forget, my collection of eeyore to accompany me. Especially my dada eeyore! I seriously need to sit down and focus and stop running around .(quoted from Mdm Goh) I can predict the next few months are going to be really really crazy for me. Late june and early july will be June common test. August will be my piano recital. And September will be my piano exam! Each of this has got such a huge consequence if i dont do well. My scholarship will fly away if jct not well done. Then for my recital, my aim is not to screw it up and embarasse myself in front of everyone.Oh well, since its my first piano recital i shall not high expectation. But i guess it's quite stressful because my teacher always made this comparison with me and this girl who is going to perform on that as well. She practices 4 hours a day! Brillant! How did she manage to find 4 hours to practice!? I dont even have 4 hours to sleep. =( Gah Most importantly, i must pass my piano exam!! >.

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Tuesday, June 02, 2009

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I think the pictures are cool! I found them on this website (www.thingsweforget.blogspot.com) through sheree's blog. Basically everyday there will be an update with a message on post it note. I guess the messages are really motivating and make me reflect about my current situation. I feel like printing all of them and compile it to a book! Then i can flip through and read it whenever i need some motivation or i am bored or something. Haha whimsy got whimsical ideas =)

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